well i went from updating with nothing new to hearing alot of bad news just in a few days....

i have just been told that my only aunt has mouth and throat cancer. no she doesnt smoke, and no one, not even the docs can figure out how she got it... i feel really bad for her, cause she just went through a divorce a few months ago, moved to a new place.. and now this..... its horrible

second, my grandma has been in and out of the hospital the past few days with some kind of digestion problem. they gave her some meds, which she reacted to, then has been put on the IV, which she also reacted to, since they didnt properly put in to her arm.. i hope everthing will be ok with her.

thirdly, my mom recieved news from her doc that she WONT be getting her knee surgery after theyve been testing and whatnot on her knee for the past 3 yrs. the reason she needed the knee surgery to begin with, is because her chiropractor fucked up her knee so badly that she cant even bend it, thats how swollen it is... i dont understand y she cant get a knee surgery, but the reason she isnt is because shes apparently "too young" and doesnt have the "pain tolerance" for it. BULLSHIT! she has a friend whos only a yr older and she just had gotten hers done last week.... i dont understand all this....

ive been wondering who's gonna be next in the family to have something wrong, and well there is another, found out this morning too
my bf's grandpa just died of a brain tumor. i dont know the details yet, except that he was a tugboat captain, and wasnt able to control his boat, due to his body not able to respond to his brain at all... poor guy

i clearly hope theres gonna be no one else in the family whos gonna have anything bad happen to them, cause right now its all too much, having all 4 things happening all at once, all in the same week... i hope everything will be ok

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